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The name is ELY. Pronounced similar to Alley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Century Gothic, Kristen ITC and Rage Italic. And, abit of Tahoma. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Pink and Gray. Not much of Black. Chocolate and Cheese are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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Thursday, May 28, 2009


I was once broken by someone I really loved, but he ended our relationship,  leaving me behind in misery. But someone came along who showed how life is yet to start when someone leaves you behind. He gave me new life to start with and wish that what we have will not meet any obstacles along the way that we can't face. But then again this agony came...

This guy and I really love each other's company that one can't take a long shot to be away from the other. So from February 27, 2009 and until this reality happened we continue to see each other every sunday or every time we had the chance to be with each others arms and enjoy the company. there's no problem at all, I was accepted by his family and treated me fair enough like one of their own. His family is actually a picture of a well harmonious family. their relationship is something that everyone wants to ask when it comes to the relationship with their families.
 Actually everything was perfect, like a fairy tale that a little girl was dreaming of to have.I I thought this would not end or shall I say hoped that this will not end. My prince met the king and it turned out quite perfectly that I imagined. they were okay with each other. He thought everything is okay and he believed that we can surpass every problems ahead of us... until the day that it all happened. My queen doesn't want me yet to have my own prince in my life and I know that if she'll knew all about these things, she'll burst out in madness and may begin cursing everyone. Unfortunately, it happened. someone called her and told about us. that day we we're together enjoying our moment, but they called me ask me to come back home because my mom was really mad. So I rush out things, he took me home and he stayed with our friend's house. he waited for me to tell him I was alright but I can't. When I arrived home, my mom and I talked, she asked me if all the accusations she heard from the phone were true. I said yes... she spoke things that really gotten my hurt that I too bursted all my thoughts and madness to her that I know for sure that if she'll hear it she'll be hurt enough to feel like she's in hell. I never said anything when she scolds me, I refused to talk so not to hurt her. But that night, I said all that secretive thoughts I had and said my side of story, but she never listen to me. Instead she just expressed her feelings toward that and walk out the door leaving me to have the only choice in my life that I never thought of. She asked me to leave the man that I love behind, get home and live with them as a happy perfect family..

Why would this happen?! I have a life of my own. i felt that I was programmed to obey every command she says. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't like to be mad at her coz she's my mom, but a part of me claims that I really am mad at her.

Tell me.. Can I really leave the man who gave back my life just to have her back? I really am stucked at this place with this choice.

Since a lot of people were affected by this situation we decided to break up. I really don't want to break up with him but any way I did.. I thought everything will be good and I'll eventually be happy with my choice to choose my mom... But at this time... I must admit, I am not happy.='C

"Again, I am in agony.."

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