
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Recently we had a big fight that made me think a lot leading to the idea of break up. He went to our house to talk to me but I was so mad that I really want him to push him away. But still he stayed and after a while, we talked.
HIM: I'm sorry. It's my fault okay? It's just that there's nothing going on between that girl and me! She's just a friend and she's like my sister.
ME: I could actually accept what you're saying now IF WE HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT THAT GIRL WHO KEEPS ON CLINGING INTO YOU ARMS AND ALL! We talked about this twice! If you really have respect for me as your girlfriend then you'll not let her be like that when she's with you knowing the fact that this would be exactly my reaction! Ikaw na ang iiwas!
HIM: You're being ridiculous! We're just friends! you know that! I really don't know what's happening to you. Why are you acting like this?!
ME: (trying to stop my tears from falling) Do you know what's killing me? It's the fact that you're just saying sorry for the purpose for us to be okay. It just means that you don't understand my stand! You're just UNFAIR! Whenever we have fights or problems you used to say to me that you're just doing what's good for us. Do you think that what you have done is good? Before, when you said you're jealous of my guy best friend, I avoided him for you, for us. I lessened my sweetness and time that I'm used to when I'm with him. With just one word from you, I did just like that! And now, here you are after I said that the girl you're saying that you're just friends and I have issues (take note not just one but two and this would be the third issue, the last time we talked about this you said you'll avoid her) and yet you can't?! What's with her that you can't do it?! (Bursting in tears)
HIM: (silence for a while as he tightly embraced me.) I'm sorry... I understand you now, where you coming from. I'm sorry. I'll do it. I love you so much! I want you to remember that you're the only girl that I love. Don't get mad na.. Bati na tayo... I'm sorry.
ME: You know what? You haven't apologized and yet I already for gave you. I just wanted you to understand what are you apologizing for. Thank you for not hear but for listening. I love you too....
Everytime we fight and problems do arise, we always choose to hold on and never let go... I guess we two really want to be in each other's arms till a the hair strands we have turned gray.:)

Labels: I love him so much, My thoughts of him, we're okay now
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