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The name is ELY. Pronounced similar to Alley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Century Gothic, Kristen ITC and Rage Italic. And, abit of Tahoma. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Pink and Gray. Not much of Black. Chocolate and Cheese are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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Thursday, December 1, 2011



"Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable."-- Wongfu Productions, Strangers Again


I dunno why I'm feeling this way this past few days. It just that even though his with me under one roof, it just seems that where not having a what you can call as bonding time. Do things together wherein no one matters but us and our relationship. 
Yes , this has been our problem since we two became lovers. Earlier this evening, we talked. I told him what I feel about our relationship and I was totally surprised by his response.He said, "Ano pa bang kailangan kong gawin para masatisfy ka? Andito naman ako palagi sa inyo... Akala ko magiging masaya ka  kapag andito ako pero parang para sayo kulang pa din... Ano ba ang gusto mong gawin ko?ano pang kulang?" He looked into my eyes waiting for my answer. When I heard those words slipped from his lips, I could barely talk. I just stared at him. I couldn't even answer his question. I was confused. What was the problem Shane? What was it? I, myself don't know the answer. 
He uttered again, "Cheng, ginawa ko na lahat para maging masaya ka. Binigay ko ng lahat. Sorry pero hanggang dito na lang ang maibibigay ko sa iyo." Those words struck me from the inside. I was totally hurt. He started to pack his things and he planned to leave. I tried to hold back my tears while watching him pack his things. 
I cried my heart out as I saw him walking out the door.I said sorry for being immature and and selfish. I forgot that before he met me he has a life aside from our relationship.  He suddenly stopped. He went back sat beside me and also apologized to me for he cannot give more than he has given me. He said,"bakit ka umiiyak?Wag ka nang umiyak... Ano bang gusto mo?" Ang nasabi ko na lang,"Ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Wala ng iba. I'm really sorry."  After that he hugged me tight and kissed me passionately. He told me that he'll never leave me and he'll always love me, no other woman, but me.He then unpacked his things and bid good bye for his going to go on a trip and said I'll be back tomorrow, so wait for me. By the time I get back, I'll have tons of dark chocolate for you. So don't you cry no more Cheng...


Yes, there would be lots of inevitable things that might get your relationship on a rocky road but it still up to the couple on how will they faced it. Will it be together or apart? In my case, whatever happens I know that we'll always hope for the best and hold hands for the rocky path of life and relationship.

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