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The name is ELY. Pronounced similar to Alley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Century Gothic, Kristen ITC and Rage Italic. And, abit of Tahoma. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Pink and Gray. Not much of Black. Chocolate and Cheese are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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Monday, February 27, 2012


We've been together for 3 years now and we are still counting for the years to come that we will be spending together. He truly is my answered prayer. I'm glad for having him as my partner and feel thankful enough that he  chose to love and stay with me through thick and thin. I will always love this man no matter what happens... 
As accustomed in our relationship, whenever its our anniversary we go out and do something fun together. So now, on our 3rd anniversary we went to Enchanted Kingdom at Sta. Rosa, Laguna.




 
This was our first strip together commuting to somewhere else outside the Metro Manila premises. It was fun and exciting!And oh before I forgot, he won this monkey stuffed toy for me..:)

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Sunday, February 19, 2012

Oo sa totoo lang malapit na.. malapit na akong umalis... Maiiwan ko siya dito... alam naman namin pareho ang set-up na ito. Noong una parang ayos lang. naglolokohan pa nga kame, pero bakit ngayon na malapit na bakit parang ang hirap na? Si bear akala ko dati wala lang. Na ayos lang sa kanya. yun pala iniipon lang niya sa loob niya at eto na nga.. Kagabe nagpaalam siya sa akin para lumabas kasama ang mga highschool friends niya dahil sa lahat eh sila ang naging pinakaclose niya. Normally, hindi ko siya pinapayagan pero kagabe pinayagan ko siya thinking na he deserves na lumabas naman paminsan minsan, so yes I did agree with his plan. He usually doesn't drink too much but earlier this morning it was different. He was different. As I opened the gate, he walk his self in and went upstairs. He sat on the edge of the bed and as I come closer to him he hugged me tight and began to cry.He was too drunk. He burst out his feelings regarding my fast approaching flight.. Sabi niya, " Akala ko okay na ako. Akala ko pag dating ko dito wala na, makakalimutan ko na lahat pero alam mo ba cheng habang nalalasing ako mas lalo kong narerealize na malapit ka ng umalis. Aaminin ko, madameng babae kanina doon pero kahit na maganda pa yung babaeng nakatayo sa harap ko, wala ikaw lang ang nakikita at naiisip ko. Dati pag umiinom ako at may chicks kayang kaya ko yan pero ngayon iba na talaga.. Mahal na mahal kita... Ako talaga ang nagset ng inuman na toh para lang maging okay ako.. pero hndi pala... Parang unti-unti kong nararamdaman yung lungkot na malapit ka ng mawala sa tabi ko. Parang di ko kakayanin Cheng. Paano na lang ako kapag wala ka na dito? Kaya hindi ako sweet nitong mga nakaraang araw dahil sa kelangan ko sanayin  na wala ka na.. Kaya lumipat ako ng trabaho par bagong environment naman... Sa tuwing nakikita ko at sinusuot ko yung bag na binigay mo sa akin pakiramdam ko parang nakapasan ka lang sa akin.. Dapat hindi ako dito sa inyo uuwe ngayon pero hindi ko kaya, nung nakita lang kita naiyak na ako bigla.."


Honestly speaking, Mixed emotions na ako dito. Kasi hindi ko alam kung gusto ba niya akong kalimutan talaga o hindi. Naiintindihan ko kung bakit ganun na lang ang eagerness niya na mangchicks kanina pero I'm glad na hindi niya kayang gawin. Nalulungkot na talaga ako sa totoo lang.. Parang hindi ko din kakayanin. Pero kung hindi ko lalakasan ang loob ko? paano na?

Pero sa totoo lang, Ayokong iwan ang lalakeng mahal ko at unti-unti akong nadudurog na makita siyang nagkakaganito..:'(

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